Monday, June 12, 2006
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9:30 pm
today's been a pretty bad day for me. partly, 'cause of that oddball.
i hadn't really been bothered by his weird antics last time, although it drives us crazy sometimes. we simply stayed out of his way and ignored him. but now, he's starting to creep the hell out of me. his actions or words does not anger me as much as it freaks me out. he's starting to appear as quite a psycho and i'm afraid that one of us might eventually get hurt.
not that he hadn't already tried to hurt someone.damn. thanks eh. you just had to remind me of that incident! oh well, at least that other guy that had been "attacked" had been a pretty tough guy himself.
i pity him, though. i'm sure he didn't ask to be ludicrously odd. i've been though mental stress, and went through life as a misfit too, but that's in no way similar.
Well, i'm just gonna have to toughen up during Body Combat!
oh and let's not even mention that hell of a teacher. i admit that i was wrong but she didn't have to go to that extent. i'll call her PMS-AVENGER, 'cause that's exactly what she's doing. Fighting her hormones.
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on a lighter note, i'm going to Peter Pan's showcase at Hard Rock this Saturday. Yay! And Bamboo on Sunday. Yay! And my dad's paying. Yay! 'Cause i'm broke. Boo!
i need a job.
isn't it great to be broke when everyone else is celebrating the joy of Great Singapore Sale? no, seriously. at least, i won't be tempted to buy everything i SEE that says "--% discount!"
corright?? no? BOOOOOOOOO!!!!
no, no...i gotta think positive. i should be thankful for what i have and for the life i'm living. there's nothing more that i could ask for. no, not even that dress from Miss Selfridge or that pair of shoes from Novo or that bag from Topshop. Nope. I should say Alhamdulillah and thank God for everything that HE has given me. Amin.
and then i'll go back to devising ways to MAKE MORE MONEY, 'cause CUTTING DOWN is not a very good option. (inspired by Becky Bloomwood, Secret Dreamworld of a Shopaholic - Sophie Kinsella)
i is screwed up.
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