Friday, June 23, 2006
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12:35 am
you know what i need? a quick getaway. either to bali or bangkok. my school break starts the week after next, and i'm super tempted to get out of singapore. even if its just to KL. doubt it will happen though. endless projects, camp and what-nots.
i dislike regretting decisions made. i hate it when i go, "i should have....if only....". right now, i'm regretting 2 decisions i made the past year. but then again, my decisions were made based on responsiblities i had to fulfil. i guess that soothes the wound a little.
i kinda regret choosing not to go to jakarta & bandung just 'cause it was few days before our event. fucking event.
definitely the most intensed and stressful period for all of us. events management got the best and the worst of us all. although i'm not really happy with how it turned out, i very much value the experience. did i mention Ronin had been our event's guest? and did i mention that my dad had "sponsored" over hundred bucks for my event, even though we weren't expected to spend a single cent for our event 'cause that's what our sponsors are for? (note: be really nice to dad 'cause can't afford to return over hundred bucks)
to my friends, i'm sorry you had to see the worst side of me during the event. didn't help that i was really sick either. konon nak jadi superwoman lah tu, semua nak buat abih tu sakit. takpe, biar menyusahkan diri sendiri, jangan menyusahkan orang lain. heh, yeah right. fucking event.
but i'm really happy for my friend's event and they got the highest score too!
wah damn basi man ni cerita. anyway, that was back in February.
yea, so that's one of the decisions i regretted making.
terimakasihbanyakbanyak.
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