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Astaghfirullah'alazim. I feel horrible for the bad things i've done unconsciously, especially this being the month of Ramadhan. so many tests & trials. so many temptations, too many succumbed. Astaghfirullah'alazim.

piz dearest and i had been involved with Ramadhan On Wheels yesterday. it was really nice seeing the familiar faces, catching up after months has passed.

but what was really nice was meeting *Sakti (not real name, but some of you may know who i'm talking about. heh.) after such a long time. he's one of the very few people whom i really have respect for and look up to.

you see, there's not many like Sakti nowadays. alot of us youths tend to place importance on hidup di dunia and totally forget or ignore the importance bila hidup di akhirat nanti. some youths are audacious enough to claim that being religious is uncool. subhanAllah.

but Sakti, he's cool in his very own cool way, yet he does not forget his responsibilities as a Muslim.

after the debrief, Piz & I found ourselves talking about him. we were thinking how fortunate the girl who marries him...

or at least, we were discussing how he is the kind of guy we should look for as a life partner. (not that i'm thinking of getting married anytime soon. na'ah. i will afterall ONLY be turning 19 this november!)

so people, apart from your usual 'handsome and charming with a sense of humour' (heh), 'pious' should be another important criteria when looking for your dream guy.

well, piz already found her 'handsome and charming with sense of humour and pious' boyfriend. i really hope she'll be happy with him, unlike her previous ass of a boyfriend.

Allahumma inni as-aluka hubbaq

:: Ya Allah, aku memohon untuk mencintaiMu

Wahubba man yuhibbuq

:: dan aku bermohon untuk aku mencintai orang-orang yang mencintaiMu

Wakulla amalin yukarribuni ila hubbiq

:: dan setiap amal yang mendekatkan diriku untuk mencintaiMu

Amiin.

im thankful to God i was strong enough on that friday...and i guess the presence of jannah and massurah helped as well. that situation felt all too familiar. it was too easy a trap to fall into, and it almost seemed okay to yes. astaghfirullah'alazim.
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